first day of school and it just hit me... (AHHHHH! I'm gonna be late) i got there 10 minutes after the bell has rung and as always. i didnt attend my first class of the second term of my third year life. i have to admit. i've been doing it for the past three years and i've always gotten away with it getting perfect attendance in those classes.
It was so boring. i know. i waited for my next class for a whole hour and just keep telling myself i should go to class coz it would be a waste of money and energy to wake up 630am if i wasn't going to any class. my friends were not really reacting to it coz they were used to my laziness. but to there surprise. i was in time in the other classes and even my only class today.
unbelievable?! but true...
today i went straight home right after my class and started doing researching on the online activities for this elective class. FABUMAN not really fabulous management anymore. but only a really boring familu business management. but i' not really sure what's driving me to do advance readings for this class when im not really interested in the class.
just for a head start and to be familiar with the lesson so i wont have to cram myself when i really have to read many articles. i finished all my assignments undil friday and just feel good i'm doing quite good.
i just hope this is not the first week syndrome of the term where i have this energy to be very active and then i get lazy as time goes by..
at the back of my head i really want to be a Dean's Lister. Last term i was having this goal already and then i met all my professors and got discouraged. and i'm going to really do everything that this wont happen this term. i just want to achieve something different. something honorable from school. something that never happened to me before.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
objectives for this term break
1. to relax and get as much sleep...
2. to party and enjoy myself before the suffering begins.
2. to clean up my room and start decorating.
as far as i know. i have reached nirvana. i have been partying every night since i had the chance.
if i have the chance, i sleep 20 hours a day and sleep again. read books and sleep. exercise for the food i eat and just have fun while im at it.
i am starting to clean up my room so the third and last goal is quite hard for me. and everybody can back me up. all the papers i have photocopied and printed out, are now scratch papers. all the money i have spents is going to waste if threw them away.
i have lots of stuff and i dont know where to start.
but all-in-all im doing pretty well. i have been having quality time with myself.
this term break has been the best so far.
2. to party and enjoy myself before the suffering begins.
2. to clean up my room and start decorating.
as far as i know. i have reached nirvana. i have been partying every night since i had the chance.
if i have the chance, i sleep 20 hours a day and sleep again. read books and sleep. exercise for the food i eat and just have fun while im at it.
i am starting to clean up my room so the third and last goal is quite hard for me. and everybody can back me up. all the papers i have photocopied and printed out, are now scratch papers. all the money i have spents is going to waste if threw them away.
i have lots of stuff and i dont know where to start.
but all-in-all im doing pretty well. i have been having quality time with myself.
this term break has been the best so far.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
its good...
| Your IQ Is 100 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average |
how nice. im quite the average person i know i am.
it's good...
Friday, August 26, 2005
i lost everything...
it's like the incident in the world trade center. we lost people we really cherished. a black hole is over me. wanting to eat every part of me. a virus that ate up every piece of memory i had. good and bad ones...
my files. my music and every picture i have. it is all long gone.
alicia keys concert
christmas 2004
new year
birthdays
hanging out
dress ups
fete dela musique
overnights
kulitan
etc.
lahat ng pictures ko... nawala na
ipod music... all 5000 songs... *sob**sob*
all my life is gone.. with just a blink of an eye... because of those stupid people creating viruses. what the hell are your problems? why can't you do anything that will only make your own lives miserable. why do you have to get mine?
i wanted to cry. all i have left from those memories are those pictures and now they're all gone. i miss my ipod na rin.
pero now i don't have class, i'm free i can do whatever. im gonna rebuild this whole pc and get it back to the normal pc i had before it crashed.
changing the topic.
this past term has been very stressful and i deserve an applause for passing it without breaking down.
sleep
shopping
a break na break tlga...
oh life....
my files. my music and every picture i have. it is all long gone.
alicia keys concert
christmas 2004
new year
birthdays
hanging out
dress ups
fete dela musique
overnights
kulitan
etc.
lahat ng pictures ko... nawala na
ipod music... all 5000 songs... *sob**sob*
all my life is gone.. with just a blink of an eye... because of those stupid people creating viruses. what the hell are your problems? why can't you do anything that will only make your own lives miserable. why do you have to get mine?
i wanted to cry. all i have left from those memories are those pictures and now they're all gone. i miss my ipod na rin.
pero now i don't have class, i'm free i can do whatever. im gonna rebuild this whole pc and get it back to the normal pc i had before it crashed.
changing the topic.
this past term has been very stressful and i deserve an applause for passing it without breaking down.
sleep
shopping
a break na break tlga...
oh life....
Monday, August 22, 2005
Loving someone is never a sin. It is what people do out of love that sometimes makes it all wrong. The selfish desire to want that person is what makes it a sin. Don't think only of your feelings for real love doesn't have a place for selfish people. When there is love, there is always sacrifice. When we love someone,we NEVER easily GIVEUP on that person. Even if we get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the pain and learn to understand and forgive.Loving too much doesn't hurt. It is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected,we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered."DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT. OPEN YOUR HEART AGAIN AND GIVE YOURSELF THE CHANCE TO FIND THE WOMAN WHO WOULD MAKE LOVING WORTH THE PAIN AND THE SACRIFICE. Just like anything else, our love grows weak and extent Beyond that,it withers without any hope of recovery and soon dies".God wakes us up in the midst of a storm to teach us a lesson.He takes away people we love, so we can learn to value love itself. He makes us cry so hard so we can see clearly when we open our eyes. He makes us bitter so we can realize that there is no genuine happiness if we think only of our needs and not of others. Relationships built on jealousy and selfishness is doomed from the very beginning. The hardest part of losing love is letting go and moving on. Most of us cry endlessly over things that could have been but never will be. "God allows us to experience pain to make us strongerand better persons. He will see us through the
most trying and difficult times in our lives and only if we put our trust in Him we can learn to find joy in our tears and happiness in our sorrows". In many failed relationships, separation comes as the inevitable choice but moving on always proves to be twice as difficult as letting go. Sometimes, the end of a relationship is imposed on us, but our choice to hold on is always beyond the control of circumstances. Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us. It is a resolve we make ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful shadow, there will always be light after our darkness and lonely moments. There is always a hope for those who
believe. There is always a chance for those who try. "Losing someone we may not be a loss at all but a blessing because someone even more is yet to come". There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but "we must always be sensitive to the signals that tell us when to rationalize and be sensible." There comes a time in our lives when we would fall for someone who wouldn't be as interested as we are because his attention is focused on someone else. There are
many times when we love but don't get loved in return. There are times when the sign ahead says stop but we still stubbornly head on. We would say our love is unconditional, but if it really is, thenwe should never feel bad.But why do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about Being in love can be the most wonderful thing we could experience but if the feeling begins to consume our whole beings, then we have to stop and let our minds and not our hearts dictate our actions. Only when we learn to accept our fate and understand the meaning of our failures we can truly go on w/life without having to luk back and cry over the things that could have
been but will never be"u CaN LeaRn tHe MoSt aBouT SoMeoNe NoT DuRiNg tHoSe MoMenTs oF
DeEp aNd PaSsiOnaTe TidBiTs oF LiFe, BuT DuRiNg tHoSe MoMenTs oF SiMpLiCiTy. tHe
MoSt DeEpeSt oF FeeLiNgS aRe BoRn DuRiNg tHoSe MoMeNtS. yOu CaN Be LyiNg iN BeD
WiTh tHaT PerSon aNd aLL oF a SudDen yOu ReaLiZe Damn, I'm in LoVe"
most trying and difficult times in our lives and only if we put our trust in Him we can learn to find joy in our tears and happiness in our sorrows". In many failed relationships, separation comes as the inevitable choice but moving on always proves to be twice as difficult as letting go. Sometimes, the end of a relationship is imposed on us, but our choice to hold on is always beyond the control of circumstances. Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us. It is a resolve we make ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful shadow, there will always be light after our darkness and lonely moments. There is always a hope for those who
believe. There is always a chance for those who try. "Losing someone we may not be a loss at all but a blessing because someone even more is yet to come". There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but "we must always be sensitive to the signals that tell us when to rationalize and be sensible." There comes a time in our lives when we would fall for someone who wouldn't be as interested as we are because his attention is focused on someone else. There are
many times when we love but don't get loved in return. There are times when the sign ahead says stop but we still stubbornly head on. We would say our love is unconditional, but if it really is, thenwe should never feel bad.But why do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about Being in love can be the most wonderful thing we could experience but if the feeling begins to consume our whole beings, then we have to stop and let our minds and not our hearts dictate our actions. Only when we learn to accept our fate and understand the meaning of our failures we can truly go on w/life without having to luk back and cry over the things that could have
been but will never be"u CaN LeaRn tHe MoSt aBouT SoMeoNe NoT DuRiNg tHoSe MoMenTs oF
DeEp aNd PaSsiOnaTe TidBiTs oF LiFe, BuT DuRiNg tHoSe MoMenTs oF SiMpLiCiTy. tHe
MoSt DeEpeSt oF FeeLiNgS aRe BoRn DuRiNg tHoSe MoMeNtS. yOu CaN Be LyiNg iN BeD
WiTh tHaT PerSon aNd aLL oF a SudDen yOu ReaLiZe Damn, I'm in LoVe"
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Thursday, July 07, 2005
i miss her already
i went to school thinking its as usual going to school and just feeling lazy. but no. today was the birthday os SAN... she's 20 na. we decided to go the library to study but i wanted to sleep. before sleeping i was then struck by the thought that fifi is gone. tears started to fall... i stopped when i could still control it. and slept, occupied my mind with something else.
i miss her already... wala ng reason para umuwi ako ng maaga. i was really making sure nung past few weeks na i go home early kasi i'm making the most out of the time na she has here.
wala na ko kasama manood ng sine sa RP, ng alias, CSI, friends, oprah. wala na ko makwentuhan ng mga happenings sa life ko. wala ng kasama sa mga food trips. sa jammings... sa tambay lang. sa breakfast with crossword waffle, coffee, milk etc... to laugh with. to cry with... (hindi ba kanta yun?)
i just wish i see her very soon. i really want to. sana bigyan ako ng visa ng embassy... kasi exactly 24 had passed since our last goodbyes and approximately 25 hours since nung last text namin.
i miss her already... wala ng reason para umuwi ako ng maaga. i was really making sure nung past few weeks na i go home early kasi i'm making the most out of the time na she has here.
wala na ko kasama manood ng sine sa RP, ng alias, CSI, friends, oprah. wala na ko makwentuhan ng mga happenings sa life ko. wala ng kasama sa mga food trips. sa jammings... sa tambay lang. sa breakfast with crossword waffle, coffee, milk etc... to laugh with. to cry with... (hindi ba kanta yun?)
i just wish i see her very soon. i really want to. sana bigyan ako ng visa ng embassy... kasi exactly 24 had passed since our last goodbyes and approximately 25 hours since nung last text namin.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
school keeps getting better and better
i can't get enough of school. it's only the second week and i have experienced already everything i'm
expecting for the whole term. so this means that there will be more to come.
i chose an MWF schedule this term. all 18 units in one day and i'm still coping up. but everyday of the week i've
been very busy. my thesismates are coming over at my place to have meetings and to finalize our product.it has
really been hard but we can't do anything, it will be very hard for us if we don't do it properly. besides next
term, we wouldn't be having that much problem. This term will be the defense and if we are all good, we will pass
and continue next term for the practicum. (THREE MORE TERMS TO GO). im already excited to graduate. i want to get
this all over with.
But one of my worries is not being a DL just once for the three years of my stay in lasalle. i was very close to
getting that but unfortunately some teachers just hate my gutts. i have to be better this term. this may be the
easiest term i could ever have. and if ever i become dl this term, sana pwede ako ibili ni papa ng car. sobrang
kakatamad na kasi magcommute. i always go home late kasi rush hour and dismissal ko. eh sobrang kakapagod tlga.
eh if i have a car, it would be easier for me. to go home kaagad. i can go to different routes to avoid traffic
and it would be easier for me to bring a lot of stuff para i don't forget or leave things that i would be needing.
pero dahil commute lang ako, as much as possible i bring only my notebooks. sumasakit kasi ang likod ko in carrying
very heavy stuffs. my osteoporosis will get worse. eh sa upper back pa naman ang problem ko...
oh how i wish... i'm really doing my best. PROMISE!
i'm encouraged more ngayon kasi i don't know lots of people in some of my classes. so i really don't talk that much.
suddenly this urge of mine to copy everything. to have my notes complete. maybe that's the trick for me to get
higher grades. this term, i have realized yung influence sa kin ni jeanette pa (she's my thesismate, friend). she's
the only person who makes me run when i'm late na. and now that wala na sha to tell me i'm late for class na. i'm
always on time na. i try to be 20 minutes early. i could be waiting outside the classroom or just sitting down at
some bench until the bell rings for class.
i miss her na. pero maybe this is for the best.
i always write down my assignments and keep track of everything i need. jeanette does all this things for me. now,
i do all this things for myself. how nice one person can make a big difference sa kin.
first week: HELL WEEK
ENTRES quiz on the second meeting
reading assignments for LITERA
a lot of paper work again for ENTRES
second week: SLACK OFF
i absent myself to two classes already
ENTRES presentation - not really prepared
reading assignment LITERA - did not read
reading assignment RELS - did not read
a lot of things have been happening and i know there are still more to come. i wish i can pass of all this without
me having a breakdown. i insomniac already. i don't sleep and even sometimes i tell people i do. i really don't
but i feel that i do. i just lie down the bed and read books. holler people and talk them all morning just to have
someone to talk to. i don't even know if they're even listening. just as long as i'm doing something.
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
expecting for the whole term. so this means that there will be more to come.
i chose an MWF schedule this term. all 18 units in one day and i'm still coping up. but everyday of the week i've
been very busy. my thesismates are coming over at my place to have meetings and to finalize our product.it has
really been hard but we can't do anything, it will be very hard for us if we don't do it properly. besides next
term, we wouldn't be having that much problem. This term will be the defense and if we are all good, we will pass
and continue next term for the practicum. (THREE MORE TERMS TO GO). im already excited to graduate. i want to get
this all over with.
But one of my worries is not being a DL just once for the three years of my stay in lasalle. i was very close to
getting that but unfortunately some teachers just hate my gutts. i have to be better this term. this may be the
easiest term i could ever have. and if ever i become dl this term, sana pwede ako ibili ni papa ng car. sobrang
kakatamad na kasi magcommute. i always go home late kasi rush hour and dismissal ko. eh sobrang kakapagod tlga.
eh if i have a car, it would be easier for me. to go home kaagad. i can go to different routes to avoid traffic
and it would be easier for me to bring a lot of stuff para i don't forget or leave things that i would be needing.
pero dahil commute lang ako, as much as possible i bring only my notebooks. sumasakit kasi ang likod ko in carrying
very heavy stuffs. my osteoporosis will get worse. eh sa upper back pa naman ang problem ko...
oh how i wish... i'm really doing my best. PROMISE!
i'm encouraged more ngayon kasi i don't know lots of people in some of my classes. so i really don't talk that much.
suddenly this urge of mine to copy everything. to have my notes complete. maybe that's the trick for me to get
higher grades. this term, i have realized yung influence sa kin ni jeanette pa (she's my thesismate, friend). she's
the only person who makes me run when i'm late na. and now that wala na sha to tell me i'm late for class na. i'm
always on time na. i try to be 20 minutes early. i could be waiting outside the classroom or just sitting down at
some bench until the bell rings for class.
i miss her na. pero maybe this is for the best.
i always write down my assignments and keep track of everything i need. jeanette does all this things for me. now,
i do all this things for myself. how nice one person can make a big difference sa kin.
first week: HELL WEEK
ENTRES quiz on the second meeting
reading assignments for LITERA
a lot of paper work again for ENTRES
second week: SLACK OFF
i absent myself to two classes already
ENTRES presentation - not really prepared
reading assignment LITERA - did not read
reading assignment RELS - did not read
a lot of things have been happening and i know there are still more to come. i wish i can pass of all this without
me having a breakdown. i insomniac already. i don't sleep and even sometimes i tell people i do. i really don't
but i feel that i do. i just lie down the bed and read books. holler people and talk them all morning just to have
someone to talk to. i don't even know if they're even listening. just as long as i'm doing something.
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
Sunday, April 03, 2005
their summer not mine
april 2, 2005
Happy Graduation FIFI! sarap sarap ng food sa Dad's the Ultimate dinner buffet. we are getting ol.d coz around 11pm we we're all headed home. jl got sick so right after he messed powerbooks (with his bunnies) we all went home. we we're all tired even if we all wanted to stay outside, we can't do anything because we don't have a centavo to spend. we are all broke and we say we are all tired. also pam doesn't want to be seen out that much. because she's burnt herself all over.
i'm so inggit. i want to go to the beach. but i don't want to go to bora na. everybody is going there and i've already been there... somewhere in palawan or island hopping elsewhere would be nice.
april 3, 2005
we all stayed at home, felice and i continued our singing sessions. we are making some noise and i say noise because nobody can sleep with all the singing we do.
i was suppose to start reviewing for my finals but i didn't. i guess i have all the time in the world. i dont have classes anymore and i kinda know half of the exam. there wont be any problemo for me.
papers are due and that is my problem. ni ahve to finish it by tuesday and i haven't even started. our so-called marketing manager got to pick the easiest chapter when he's suppose to make our marketing plan.
for the paper... it is our thesis proposal. im already in my major years and i have grouped with the finest people. (that's what i think they are). i just hope we finish this and pass the defense next term so i could sleep soundly at night. not thinking of any paper we have to perfect.
i really want my summer to start. ramon, miggy, jl and felice are on their break already and i'm still in school. getting my ass kicked everyday with all the shit school has to offer.
summer!!! summer!!!
beach beach... it so hot i want to really feel it not in school but under the sun with some salt water and sand!
Happy Graduation FIFI! sarap sarap ng food sa Dad's the Ultimate dinner buffet. we are getting ol.d coz around 11pm we we're all headed home. jl got sick so right after he messed powerbooks (with his bunnies) we all went home. we we're all tired even if we all wanted to stay outside, we can't do anything because we don't have a centavo to spend. we are all broke and we say we are all tired. also pam doesn't want to be seen out that much. because she's burnt herself all over.
i'm so inggit. i want to go to the beach. but i don't want to go to bora na. everybody is going there and i've already been there... somewhere in palawan or island hopping elsewhere would be nice.
april 3, 2005
we all stayed at home, felice and i continued our singing sessions. we are making some noise and i say noise because nobody can sleep with all the singing we do.
i was suppose to start reviewing for my finals but i didn't. i guess i have all the time in the world. i dont have classes anymore and i kinda know half of the exam. there wont be any problemo for me.
papers are due and that is my problem. ni ahve to finish it by tuesday and i haven't even started. our so-called marketing manager got to pick the easiest chapter when he's suppose to make our marketing plan.
for the paper... it is our thesis proposal. im already in my major years and i have grouped with the finest people. (that's what i think they are). i just hope we finish this and pass the defense next term so i could sleep soundly at night. not thinking of any paper we have to perfect.
i really want my summer to start. ramon, miggy, jl and felice are on their break already and i'm still in school. getting my ass kicked everyday with all the shit school has to offer.
summer!!! summer!!!
beach beach... it so hot i want to really feel it not in school but under the sun with some salt water and sand!
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