Tuesday, July 25, 2006

tina's back



for this weekend, i guess it was longest that i didn't like. the whole time it was raining and you can't get anywhere without a car. so we are all forced to stay at home and order in. and their were a few days that it was flooded outside the house. and today the flood came i our house already. its so disgusting.

so this time, i its not just the usual people. tina is an addition to the gang. we've been playing cranium, eating piZza and just hangging around. taking pictures of everything.

so for the whole weekend we do nothing but hangout at fifi's room and sing and play and do whatever. until we decided to go out and watch a movie. we were rushing coz we are going to be late for the movie and the only thing good is pirates of the carribean. we left the house and took two cabs going to glorietta but we got there 10-15 minutes late and we said that 15 minutes of the movies is quite long that we must have missed a lot from the movie already so we head towards the place we love best - TIMEZONE.

we played basketball and percussion masters and of courser our own world cup. it was so funny we made a bet that whoever loses would have to treat the winning team for ice cream. The game got really rough and it was really noisy as if you are really in the world cup rooting for beckham or ronaldo or cruz.

then we had dinner in ACCI and sang with the pianist a lot of songs and just laughed our asses of with singing and making jokes. taking pictures of course with every move and made every minute count because we had classes tomorrow. but my dad announced that we dont have class still the next day so stayed till late and the pianist was leaving.

felice calls me up and tells me tina wants to see me. i didn't know she was staying at the other house. i would have visited her already. instead of cleaning my room (cleaning this)i would rather talk to someone. so i got there and was telling stories and laughing about i can't remember what.

because of my late post. tina left the other day already. we got to bring her to the ayala museum. i was so cool. the only problem is that cameras are not allowed even if you pose with a lifesize cutout of jose rizal. you pay for an amount of money then you can't get a chance to show the world you've been to a museum for the first time.

if only i wasn't grounded tina. i would have had the chance to show you around more. and if only i don't have that much work in school. and if only i had a car. ehehe

Friday, July 21, 2006

i can't believe i have these personality disorders

DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Very High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

the weekend i am missing

three weeks ago, my three brothers and i were left to the supervision my great lola. as i said that my mum and dad went to for god knows where to find our list of bilin and other pasalubong.
so for that week, literally me and my cousins were partying every night and literally till the sun is shining. no sleep. no lonely night. just having fun.

my cousin, utoy, and i were making up different pulutan for different drinks and every night different topics of conversation with the camera and a bottle of a different alcohol is present. we would talk about anything and we would try to invite just anyone so that it wouldn't end up that we are the only ones who are drinking. as they say that the more the merrier. i say that is true but you shouldn't underestimate the power of two!

from the day that my mum left for japan, i have invited friends over for dinner and little drinking. and that little drinking turned out to be the whole week of freedom for me. everynight since june 30, we didn't miss a night of not staying up till morning. with little sleep we would head back to school and would meet up at home for the next house party we wanted to have.

it was so much fun that i wished my mum and dad would have stayed for another day or two. with my situation, it was one of the best things that ever happened to me since the day i started to go to school again this term. i have been prevented from going anywhere or to do anything that i really want. except i guess for shopping.

i was talking to a friend of mine the other day when she visited me one evening in starbucks waiting for my last class. she was telling me that i can't seem to stop to amaze me that i have survived months of just waiting. i was telling her that i have to. i can't breakdown in the middle when i already made it this far. in the inside, i have been afraid of a lot of stuff. my future, the present and the past.

the week that i have partied made me think of these things but still had the chance to unwind. to free myself from some things. but it also made me feel that i have to go back and make everything straight and finish life in college.

Almost over but still have to cross the finish line

a few days and term is finally over... but it is still a few days. 3 months ago, my brother made sure i will be enrolled this term. he mad...