Almost over but still have to cross the finish line

a few days and term is finally over... but it is still a few days. 3 months ago, my brother made sure i will be enrolled this term. he made sure i get scheduled to talk to the graduate office so that i can return and i will finish what i started before. i am not the most proactive person in school and he knows that so he pushes me a lot. i started this 7 years ago, i said to myself i wouldn't be those who are just looking for a partner (boyfriend for some), i wouldn't be the now that term is finally over, i still cant seem to push myself on my own to do things. i can't find the motivation and inspiration. in the span of 11 weeks, it flew by. but I'm still flying right now, i don't know where i am landing. i see the finish line but its still a blur. i need my glasses to see it clearly.